Events-
I went to thw WCCC Prom and it was fun.... but there werent that many ppl there.... As far as I know I'm going to LMHS Prom.... and I have a "friend date".... his names Jake... and as for graduation I have 2 of those as well.... and I'm not really looking forward to either.... sitting bored with a bunch of dip shits in moo moos... not exactly what I call exciting
Life-
Things are still not that great... my electricity is still broken.... but my fence is fixed.... and it seems as though hope is on the rise.... I am getting a job after I graduate.... unfortunatley.... I will most likely have to dye my hair a "normal color".... WELCOME TO SOUL CRUSHING CORPRATE GREED!... anyway... I might get an apartment in the basement.... complete with kitchen, living room, and bedroom... the only bad parts are that I dont know if it will actually happen and if it does I cant paint the walls.... In other news it seems like everyone around me is going on diets.... dude it blows.... it makes ne feel so.... fat and disgusting...
Love-
I am no longer moping about *someone*.... however.... I am not into being exclusive right now.... not that I am gonna whore around... I just cant handle upkeeping a relationship right now.... and it seems like things are gonna change soon... theres a kind of antsy anxious feeling in the air.... like things are going to be flipped upside down after I graduate.... so I'm trying not to get too comfortable......
Friends-
I'm still feeling rather Misfitish... I only have a handful of friends.... and I guess thats ok... even if they arent as involved and interested in me and my life/feelings....
Family-
Money is still kinda tight... but its all good... Mom has a court date next week.... and she might go to jail... I'm worried about that... but what can u do.... .... I have been trying to convince my mom to let me get a girl boxer... because I really want a girl dog... and I have always wanted a boxer..... so.... and whats one more dog.... i even offered to pay for her and her food.... I think I'll break her down tho...
School-
I still lack motivation... I have been taking way to many days off... my grades suck... but its hard to be disciplined... I'm actually kinda alarmed at my own laziness...